I write this while having a glass of red wine. (I’ve already
guzzled some gin and whiskey) But what the hell! It is New Year’s Eve! It is a cliché
to write a year end’s note and all that crap. But for once I felt like entering
into mainstream and just go with the flow. I’m going to start on with a very
random note…I will not make any paragraphs for this post. Yeah…I’m a rebellious
punk! Tee hee! So…here it goes… I wouldn’t really call it a great year. It was
absolutely bullocks! Really…This year tested me. More than the highs, I kept on
hitting the lows. I felt sucker punched 95% of the time. But the rest 5% was
bearable because of my family and friends. I don’t know what I would have done
without them. I’m not going to mention any names because the list will be
really long. This year taught me couple of things…it taught me to deal with my
insecurities and made me realize the fact that though people find other people,
it doesn’t change the bond and sentiments that you share with them (if that
made any ounce of sense).Life is already complicated. And I get by with a
little bit help from friends (Beatles FTW!). Right now I feel a million things, if that is
possible. I guess that’s what makes us human…the ability to feel many complex
emotions all at once. Isn’t that marvelous? I don’t really know what else to
write more…my struggles, the people I
met, n number of letters that I wrote, the number of times I cried, the times
when a warm hug from a friend made things a little bit better, the number of
times I got involved with characters from different novels, etc. No amount of
words can express all that I felt in this year. It all boils down to only one
question – Was it worth it? Of course it was. It has left me better equipped to
face new challenges, to learn from my mistakes and grow as a person. That
sounds really bull crap coming from a person who is a hardcore cynic. But it is
true. This hasn’t been a ‘literary’ post or any soul touching piece of
literature, but it is an honest attempt to get across all the emotions that
have dwelled within me. Here’s bidding goodbye to 2013. And I hope 2014 brings
a lot of good things for all of us. Take care until the next post. Much love…